*..im back..!!*

wooHoo..!!!!


tis is goin to be a LOOOONNNGGG entry...so bear wif me...


FINALLY...!! i managed to reVAMP my bloggie...!!
althou` the layout is not mine....
dunnoe whu's one la....
if the owner of tis layout happens to bloghopped here....
im so sorry i used ur layout....
but i changed almost everytin ar....


i likeeee my picturess...!! especially my *darling sisterz* pix...!!
ouh yah....
to my dearest love doc...u noe whu u r....
im so sorry u r UPSET n mad dat i did not DELETE my blog...
hahahaha....
i juz revamp it la my dear.... haha....


wow...
i hav so much to update....
had my 2 klaz bbqs...DnD...outings....went to JB wif my family...
wahh...so many pix i haven uploaded....
im so sorry people..! be patient aite...


met my old schoolmate frm iteMP....
accompanied him to 'dunnoe wat test' his bike ar....
i like his bike colours laaa....
red and black...!! i like...!! ahakz!!
den we went for dinner....
we chatted n we went to town...
skali raining laaa....
so he parked his bike near far east....
n we went for a walk...
it was tiring for me coz i was wearing heels! bt not dat high la...
haha...
he laughed at me....sayin dat its a gd exercise for me...
dat idiot....
den he found out i like to go to esplanade....
so he decided to bring me there....
n so we went there....
he practically laughed at everyting i say!
saying dat im talking nonsense.... idiot...!
but its nice talking to him...ahakz!
den he sent me home....
my hands were in pain after the long ride home...
n all my fren could say was...
"...alalala....kecian nyer dier...."
(-.-)".....wadda...!!
nvm...sabar aje....
haha....
the thing is...
we forgot to take pix....
sheesshhh...
nvm....
nxt time can....
*winkz!*


watched 'Mr n Mrs Smith' wif my darling chinese bro...
long time never see him mahz....
he treat me la of coz!! hahaha....
met him at PS...
got our seats....n he say the guy sitting nxt to me is a hensem chinese guy...
chehz!
like i care....hahaha...dint even bother to look at him....
the movie was great....
den we went to Sim Lim coz i wanna look for my dad's bday gift...
dint find it thou....haiz....
den we went for dinner....
n took pix...! wat else!! hahaha...


ouh yah!!
guess wat?
i drove my bro's car in my uncle's neighbourhood in JB...
hahaha....it was FREAKY...yet XCITING n FUN....
why freaky? coz i was frantically screaming at my dad wen ppl r crossin the carpark...
hahahaha....
n my dad was tellin me to "RELAX!"...hahaha....kanchiong sak!!!
in fact...i was driving SUPER SLOW....coz i was scared i'll knock ppl down...
haha....but it was fun....!!!
was brimming frm ear to ear aftr the ride...haha....
my auntie laffed at me....hehehehe....
my grandma also laff la.... aisey....paiseh jekz....


wat else....
hmmm....
ouh yah....i got my results already...!!
woo hoo...!!
i got 4 As, 1 B & 2 S....
i got A for my Industrial Attachment laaa...!! all my sufferings worth it...!!!
but...
sadly...my GPA points r super low....
only 2.9++....damn...!!
my dear love doc is a 4 pointer...!!! damn i envy him...!!
my leader got 3.3++....damn!! i hate him...!!
hahaha....
now im looking for a job.... [yeah rite..as if...]
i've been wantin to edit my resume....
but it was delayed bcoz of my blog....[yah..yah..my blog more impt hor!]
i'll try to edit n update it ASAP la....
my sisterz managed to find jobs....
well...xcept me....
i wanna try to get a job in ITE College....
need my sir to recommend me...ahakz!!
i hope he will....


my love doc goin ns soon....
shheeesshh....
den no one to chat online anymore....
but he often critisize me thou`....ahakz!
my other fwen whu was supposed to go ns....
got his deferrment til nxt yr....coz of his soccer career...
wah...suke la tuu... ahakz!!
nanti masok ns...da tuek..!! bluekz!!
all the best to my DEAREST fwenz goin NS yahz!!!
hope u hav fun!!

yah...now i live by the motto...


*..LYF IS JUZ ANOTHER ILLUSION..*


dats practically how my life runs now....
alot had happened....n im glad it happened....
all the tears i've cried for u....
its true...frm my heart....
im glad we crossed paths....
all i noe is....
for all the disappointments n sadness ALLAH s.a.w tested me wif....
im sure there's a reason behind it....
mesti ade hikmah disebaliknyer....
alhamdulilah.....
i met u....
frm u...i knew the meaning of love...sacrifice...patience...
maybe ALLAH s.a.w wans me to meet u before meeting my *Knight in Shining Armour*...
well...
juz so u noe....
i hav never regretted knowing u in my life...
our memories i wil keep...


even after wat u n ur frenz hav said...
even after all the curse i received...
all the humiliation...
i hav never stopped loving u...


frm the first day i told u...
i love u...
till now....
the love has alwayz been true...
frm the bottom of my heart....

tis is not a promise...
not a lie...
but the truth...

i really love u....
n i hope it wil last no matter how long...


maybe time will heal....
but the scar wil alwayz be dere....
maybe i'll meet sumone new....
n make me forget u frm my life....
but i juz wan u to noe..
i really love u frm the bottom of my heart....
u r the love in my life...
but it was not meant to be...
take care alwayz....

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