..till then..

..tis has been lingerin on my mind fer the past few weeks..or even mths...
..jz had to let it go..
..cant take it anymore..
..i wil be back after im done wif tis 'nightmare' of mine..
..till den..
..wake me up when september ends..
..take care my dearests..


..you kept on harping abt the sacrifices u made fer me..
..u made it look as thou i was playing you out..
..u made it heard like as thou i was the 'bad guy' here..


..u say..
..u had to park ur bike at my place n took a taxi jz to meet me fer the play dat we hav to watch..
..i noe wat u r tryin to say..u r sayin dats the trouble u took jz to be wif me..
..u say..
..how u woke up early jz to fetch me frm sch bcoz i was sick..
..yes again..the trouble u took jz for me..
..u say..
..how u accompanied me to buy my mum's things..
..the trouble u took jz for me..
..u say..
..how u sacrificed not riding ur bike jz to go out wif me..
..the trouble u took jz to go out wif me..
..u say..
..alot of other sacrifices u made fer me..
..alot of other troubles u took for me..
..n now u r sayin im wasting ur time all these while...


..have u ever thought fer a moment abt the scarifices i made for YOU?..


..let me refresh ur memory..


..the play dat we were supposed to watch wasnt even planned..
..it was a last min plan..n fer ur info..i begged my sis [coz its her bday]..so dat we cld go accompany u to ur play..
..the trouble i took jz to be wif u..
..the time ur hp was spoilt...
..i begged my mum to let me borrow u my xtra hp..
..even thou` she said no...i sneaked out in the wee hours jz to pass u my hp..
..the trouble i took jz for u..
..u went out wif me wifout ur bike..
..but u left ur helmet at my hse..a risk i took..knowing dat my parents wld bombard me wif qns later..
..the trouble i took jz to go out wif u..
..accompanied u to ur bestfren's hse..
..knowing dat i'll feel akward...i stil went out wif u..jz to make u happy..
..the trouble i took to make u happy..

..the sacrifices i made fer u..i made it willingly..
..knowing dat my heart is wif u..
..knowing dat i care fer u..n i like to see u happy..

..for the mistakes i've done to u..
..i deeply regret it..
..but my love fer u is endless..

..im sad dat u've moved on..
..it means dat all tis while ur love for me was all crap..
..all bullshit..

..love is supposed to cover all wrongs..
..without sufferings..dere is no love...

..if love doesnt hurt..its not love..
..but why r we searching for pain in life..??

..sumone plz wake me up frm tis nightmare..

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