...ok...here i am...blogging @ 2am in the morning....
stil sick thou....`
jz cant sleep...
n im stil sending vids frm the Junction8 event to Shafik...
[yah...dat guys sleeps late too...]

dint go to werk yest....[take note of the date n time...]
coz my flu got worst til i cant even breathe thru my nose!!
toopid blocked nose....haiz.....
den i cant eat medicine...coz im fasting...
yeahz....Fasting Month jz started....
imagine the msgs i got the moment i slept @ 10pm yesterday...
[...yeahhh i slept @ 10pm..!! unbelievable...but true..coz i couldnt take the flu anymore ar...]
the moment i woke up fer sahur @ 4.45am.... i received ard 20+ msgs...hahaha...
n i tink almost 10 got the same msgs....u all forward je kannn!!!!!
chehz!! buang mase n duit jekz...
i noe u all meant well...wishin slamat berpuase n stuffs....soo suweet...ahakz!!
thanx eh...sorry i dint reply...if i reply....die la...whu wanna pay fer my hp bil? da la budget ni...
i'll save all the reply msgs fer hari raya eh....hahaha...

aftr sahur....
solat subuh....
den its back to slp...coz of my flu....
slept til 1pm sia....
den my lil sis came back frm sch....
she also fast fer the whole day hor..!! so proud of her...she's only pri 1....
lurvee her sooo much...althou she irritates me non-stop....hahaha....
den i accompany her watch one cartoon after another....
n she bullied me....not i bully her...she bully me...
while watchin tv....suddenly she changed channels n laughed @ me...shesshhh....
den she threw her soft toys @ me... wat the!!
luckily im fasting...so i jz threaten to pinch her n she stopped...ahakz!!
i tink she was bored watchin tv la....in the end she played games @ my hp...

after i did my solat asar....
i dunnoe why...
but my mind went thru memory lane....
coz during the mth of Ramadan last yr...
were the...i cld say...my happiest times wif him....
esp. the time he went to solat Tarawih @ Masjid Darul Makmur...
jz to meet me aftr i went to the doc....
n we went home walking frm Yishun to Khatib....
my fav times wif him....

sumtimes i wonder....
why must i meet him n love him if we werent meant fer each other?
jz fer experience? jz to complete the saying...meet a few wrong guys to meet the right one...?
im not sure why...but all i noe is...
my experience wif him is enuff to make me giv up....
each time a guy tried to get to know me....
i reject flatly....w/o even giving him a chance....or even me a chance to noe him first....
im jz scared....

but during tis very meaningful mth....
i'll try to make the best of it....
even if it hurts alot....

oh yah...
my bro finally found a gf...ahakz!!
can i call her my future-sis-in-law?
stil early to predict ar....
but so far...i kinda like her....
only one thing....
both of them are goin out too much ar....
n my mum is nagging....@ me!! yesh....
both of them goin out...my mum nags @ me....
how great.....
i did defended my bro's relationship wif her at times....
but sumtimes...im jz fed-up....
no one defended MY RELATIONSHIP....so why shud i bother...
chehz!!
wish them all the best aje la....

later im not goin to werk...
took leave...coz i wanna go to the career fair @ ite simei....
i tink my bad habit is coming back...
dun u notice dat i've been not goin to werk like every week?
argh....my illness hav been on and off fer weeks ar....
sianz....
i hope nxt week i can tahan fer a week....

till next time den...
sowie fer bein EMO...

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