..so sorry fer my "crude-ness" in my last entry...
...was SUPER PISSED ar...

..fer my Fiknatic sisterz..
..sorry fer not keeping my promise n not goin to the chalet..
..thanx fer the care n concern...
..oh yahz..

..happy advanced 18th bday to my dearest sister...Myra...~
..may all ur dreams n wished come true k sis?..love ya..~
..on the 16th..i wish again yah? ahakz!..

well..back to the *drama*..
..i was so sad...so disappointed dat i locked myself in my room n cried frm 2+ til 6+...
..got a hell-of-a-headache..n urged me to take 6pills of Panadol XTRA all in one shot..
..siaoz? i noe... a bit of depression was there too...
..cant help thinking of all the things n events dat my mummy deprived of me doing or goin at my age...
even way before dat...
..how OVER-PROTECTIVE n controlled my life is...n til wen it is goin to last...
..i hav no idea...
well..
..got swollen eyes...n my MUMMY DEAREST stil forced me to go raya-visiting...
after all the *DRAMA*...stil havto go out!!!! wat the??? haiz...
..so i got dressed in a very sianz mood...sulking face...
went to my grand-aunt's place...
dint even tok to my mum...she was sittin nxt to me in the car...
i brought along my mp3player to avoid talking to anyone...
bluekz!!
n guez wat?
my lil bro lost my family's digicam..!!!
the one dat i alwayz brought to Fiknatic's outings...!!
sheessshhh!!!!!
n to tink i hav plans tis coming weekend...
n tis wed is my last day of werkk...!!! arghh...!!
so in need of a digicam manz!!!!
goin to find one in these 3 days....pfft...~

well...on last fri...
i went to Leandra's bday party wif my Fiknatic Sisterz...
bought her a nice charmed bracelet.... power dok!!!!
expensive too...!! gonna ask nisa fer the pix of it...
leandra wore it at the chalet itself..n thanked uz fer it...
she was nice...very frenly...
we took pixtures....n had fun...
n i saw a couple frm far...
the moment i saw the helmets....ahakz!!
i knew tis couple straight away laaa...!! it was Nanachica n amin....
den i remembered reading nana's entry sayin dat leandra was her childhood fren...
hehehehe....first time meeting nana...
she dint recognise me ar... so sad..~ :`(
den after a while den she remembered...
her voice is sooo cute...ahakz!! suweet la awak nana...~
den leandra introduced nana to uz...
we dint chat much ar...jz asked if she was goin to eza's blogger's outing...which was cancelled ar...
den after a few hrs...she n amin left....
oh yah..they wore same outfits... n the photographer even say...'u need OXYGEN ar??' ahakz!!
coz dat was wat written on their green shirts....
den i saw my pri sch fren...Riduwan...
aisey....tried avoiding him so many times...but kept bumping into him...
no idea y also....haiz..
he was wif his gf tis time....
couldnt b bothered anywayz....
den at ard 9pm... me n my Fiknatic sisterz went home...
my daddy fetched me frm ecp....

as fer today...[13/11/05]..
my bro's frenz came...neighbours n also my grand-aunts n grand-uncles...
me n my mum r already talking again...
but im stil angry at her fer treating me in such a way...haiz...

..found out dat my Charmed sistaz n my bros were out raya-visiting..
..they dint even asked me along...so sad...kecik ati seh...
..wen i asked y they dint ask me along...
they say...'u say u got ur "Fiknatic" outing mahz...'
..ok nvm... gd reason enuff...
haiz...if only they knew wat happened....

dats abt it...
till next time...

pixtures credits to Myra...~



Fiknatic Sisterz @ Leandra's chalet




the Fiknatics Sisterz n Bro...ahakz!! @ nisa's chalet... me not in pix...

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