...ok...im DAYM PISSED OFF...
urgh.......im sooo pissed...!!! and i wanna RANT abt it...so buzz off people!!

why? just bcoz i told my mum i wanna go out for a Picnic wif the Fiknatics tis Sunday...n she ticked me off for it... she said... yu are BROKE...yet yu stil wan to go out...den she kept harping on my life disappointment of not gettin a job TILL NOW...
she tink im happy being at home? she tink im having a BLAST staying at home facing her??? enduring her naggings DAY IN DAY OUT every freaking minutes of my 3mths being JOBLESS???
yesh....!!!
im SICK OF MY MUM....not dat i've stopped loving her...im just sick of her endless naggings...endless "kakak...kau nie...tak blaja2 ke?"...
i mean...WHAT THE HELL??
i know most of yu dun understand wat im goin thru... yu must be tinking...
"OMG...tis girl must be demented" or sumting...

HEY...!! TRY TO STAY AT HOME...JUST YU AND YUR MUM FOR MORE DEN JUST 24HOURS STRAIGHT!!!! FOR 3 FREAKING MONTHS!!!!!! AND I MEAN IT.... EVERY SINGLE SECOND...
n i went out only for my 4 days of KL TRIP and the last BBQ i had... dats all dat i can remember...other den my once-in-a-while trips out wif my bestie...
other den dat...IM STUCK AT HOME...!!! its PATHETHIC...I KNOW!!!

n yu noe wat?? i knew it!! my mum was never happy dat i went to KL... she hav been harping abt how she dint say anyting abt me goin to KL...so she said..all the more now..i "SHOULD TAKE" the initiative to help her more ard the house.. [just bcoz i hav to cover for the 4 freaking days i was in KL]

so now...im stuck at home unless i hav an interview or sumting...urgh...
i cant even go to my Fiknatic's Picnic...althou i wanna go so badly...
i miss my Dear Fiknatics n also Taufik... arghhhh....
cant even go to the Creative Warehouse Sale dat my god-bf asked me if i wanna go...

i hate my life....and i miss my freedom i had in KL...
i dun mind not contacting family or friends at dat time...
i jz wanna enjoy my freedom...haiz...

oh well...
i've finished ranting.... so now...next topic...my previous blog layouts...
let's see...



my first blog layout consists of tis pix...i cant find the original layout thou...its missing...its a layout i took frm blogskins..jz changed the pix...



n so..i used the same blogskin...n jz changed the pixture...




same goes wif tis pixture...

den later i tried to create my *own* blog layout...
and so..tis is my first ever try on a layout...amateurish eh? i know...
the wordings were frm my fav. movie..'a walk to remember'..



which later i realised the wordings came frm the 'Holy Bible'...
a Christian fren of mine told me after i showed him my layout...
oh yah...i changed it after a few weeks...
to this...



oooo...yesh!! tis was my BEST layout ever...!!
it took me almost a mth to finish...
ok..its supposed to hav a tiny marquee box above the 'navigations'...
which hav these lyrics to my current playing song in my blog...
and above the grey box...i hav tis kind of the 'latest news' abt my life scrolling thing... ala...jz like wen yu watch Channelnewsasia? the scrolling news? hahahaha..
its sooo cool...!! i love it...!!

den after a few mths...i decided to change again...
so i tried this which was quite ok.. but the links were haywired..!



ok...the main purpose of this layout was to focus on me n the TriQuetra..hahaha..
Charmed la of coz!! hahahaa..
den i stick to tis...so simple...coz i cant tink of any layout designs..haha..



which later i tried doin tis..



nice rite? haiz...but den again..the links were haywired...
n i was too lazy to fix it...
den there was this...



merely tried it for only a few days...den i switched back to the last one...
due to the linkings also...haiz..
next..!!



nice...yesh...i like!! but i dunnoe why i dint use it..
maybe bcoz of the linkings also...hahaha...daym the linkings!
and then there was tis really simple layout which took me merely 24hrs to finish it...and all the linkings worked fine...thankfully..!!



i sticked to tis layout for quite sometime...coz i was tired of doing layouts..haha...
after quite sometime...i did another layout which lead me to the layout im currently using... which features my idol...Holly Marie Combs..aka..Piper Halliwell...

ouh well...
maybe i shud explore for ideas for my next layout yeah?
did yu notice all my layouts? i hav tis *mask* in almost all my layouts...
well...its bcoz i find my life is basically different den wat people tend to see...
others THINK they know me...but the truth is...
they DUNNOE a single shit abt me...

its complicated...
thanx for trying to understand anyways...
till next time...

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