...i tink i hav to go on HIATUS for a while...
as in both in ONLINE and OFFLINE...

i've been so busy that i dun even have time to sit comfortably on my beloved RED [yesh!its RED..my fav. colour!] computer chair...

wat i've been busy doing?
wat else? looking for a job la...
The Straits Times Classified Ads have been my companion day in day out...
i've been sending resumes...calling companies...interviews...
not only for me..but also for my bestie... [the one whu married la of coz..]im helping her as well...
den its back to...
either i've to wait for their call.. [which means i WONT get thier call]or the job position in the ads lied to me..
it says Customer Service Executive...
BUT..!
i hav to promote Insurance... erk!! n i hav to meet sales target each mth..
erk...no confidence seh... but the interviewer did say im not nervous in the interview...hahaha... strange thing thou`...
high chances i wont get the job la... haiz...

mummy hav been cranky all week... its either i've done sumting not in HER way..or i've done it all wrong...
she even forced me to follow her to send my lil sis...
ouh yah..my lil sis switched schools...now she's in the afternoon session...
which is disrupting my whole family's regular basis work...
meaning...some of us hav to send her to the mosque for tuition early in the morning..
den in the evening on tues n wed i hav to send her for religious classes..n also wait for her at the playgrd...n i hav to face 3 banglas whu seemed to frequent the playgrd/gym at 8.25pm every night... erk...always see them at dat time! so scary..

my mum was even cranky wen i got back frm interview jz now...
was so sick of her attitude...
i tink she's sick of mine too...
both of us are just sick with each other la...
she kept complaining to find a job...n im desperately looking for one...
to avoid HOME..!
im sick of my HOME...!!
but she'll pile up lots of housework for me once im back frm interviews or back frm goin out...hate it wen dat happens...
so tired...stil hav to do housework...haiz...
BUT..!! regardless of all these...i stil love her very dearly hor...
no one can replace my mummy....hehehehe..
but her attitude ar...cannot tahan man! haiz...

to my frens/Fiknatic Sisterz/Family...
i hav to hold all events..outings..for the time being...
i wld love to join in...really... i miss yu guys...
but i have to restrain myself...
frankly... i dun hav the cash to keep up...
unless im on my way to an interview n the event/outing is at the same area...
den i'll go...hehehehe....
but really... i cant keep up for now...
even my ez-link is crying for help...hahahaha...

to my Fiknatic Sisterz/Family whose goin to the event nxt mth...
say HI to Taufik for me...!! hehehehe....

and im craving for Seoul Garden..!!! urgh...~!!!
Crazee Amigos...when we wanna meet n eat?? [sumone blanja pwease..hehehehe..]
aiyah...wait til i get a job n my pay la... haiz...

he msged me a few days back...
seeing his number on my hp again..bring back memories...
even thou the msg wasnt solely meant for me...
it shows dat he stil remembered me n my number...
he stil remembered to inform me...
even if he forgot my number n asked frm his bestie or his bro for my number..
yet he stil remembered...
and that gesture... meant alot to me...

althou` at some point...i wished he hadnt msged me...
coz now its all back to square one...
haiz...

the msg was to inform me dat the mother of our fren passed away...
to dat fren of mine...
im really sorry...
Condolences to yu n yur family...

this incident makes me love n cherish my mummy n daddy even more...really...

till next time..
take care..

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