..too good to be true..

Main Question on my mind right now is...
DO I DARE TO DREAM..?

everything presented before me was just too good to be true..
the products are good... really...

but can i do it?
can i ever achieve such success?
will my family ever support me?

i dint support them once...
wat will change their mind to support me this time?
we always need our family in anyting we do in life...
but i tink tis time...
none of my family will support me...relatives included...

i dun dare to tell anyone abt it...even bestie...
let this just be a secret between me n him...n his gf... shhhhh!

Ya ALLAH...berikanlah hambamu ini jalan yg terbaik dlm hidup...amin..~

shall not tell my family til i get some effort done...
till then...i shall tell them i'll b goin for briefings...

frankly...im really scared...
can i ever afford the risk...?
to particular him: please guide me thru tis path...

he mentioned certain sumone while having a walk just now...
he say he's not dat close to him...coz he's childish for his age...
daym i miss dat certain sumone...

my mind is in a mess...in a whirl right now..
i cant even think straight...
arghhhh...!!
help!!!

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