i dunnoe why..
but eversince i started workin recently...i felt deprived of sooo many things..
so many sacrifices had to be made..
n frankly..i had no regrets doin all the sacrifices..really..
coz i know good things come to those whu are patient and hardworking enuff..
but then again..of all of my sacrifices...
one of them had to be cutting away my time wif my dearest Fiknatics and to meet/see Taufik at some events...
beginning it was fine wif me...really...
but after a while...it got to my nerves...
so i guess...
just one teeny-weeny outing wif the Fiknatics and to see the man himself is to "reward" myself la..or even better...to get my mind off things for awhile..
but i guess...others thought otherwise..
so i wld really love to clear things up here...

to my dear up-upline..
im sorry if u tink that i wld rather go out enjoying myself to watch Taufik than be out fighting for my position..and its when i kept saying that im broke..
u can say im so gila-Taufik...or watever..
the fact is..I AM broke..
but i used my mummy's ezlink just to and fro to the Mediacorp Studios..
and yes...I AM gila-Taufik..bt in a good way...
hey! i made alot of lovely friends out of being his fan hor..!
my Darling Fiknatic Sisterz are living proof for that..
the fact is..some things are just out of my control..and i need a time-off...
parents pressurizing me non-stop is making me tired mentally...
dun worry...fighting for my position has always been in my heart and mind...
even in my sleep...i dream of work hokay!! sheesshh...
but please...sumtimes...jz gimme me some leeway aite?
i hope u understand the position im in right now..
n please dun ever give up on me...

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