brRrRr...its so cold outside nowadays...
and i jz cant go ard my hse w/o my sweater on...hahaha...
so aziQ...no worries abt missing the coldness in London...
now we hav it in Singapore too!! hehehe...
it hav been raining non-stop for days...
n dat made me even more lazier to go out...

and lately...my sleeping time hav changed drastically lah...
i've been sleeping at ard 4++am in morning and i wake up at ard 12pm or if my mummy dint scream at my bedroom door...i can sleep till 4 or 5pm lahhh!! hahahaa...
dats how crazy i am...sleeping is simply a pleasure...
ye ye...anak dara pemalas...hahaha...
blame it on the weatherman...hahahaha....

oh yes....b4 i forget...
Congrats on the little sister on her GREAT 'N' LEVEL RESULTS...
u did well sista! well done...

and to sis nisa...
thx sooo much for yur wonderful review of Taufik's 25th Bday Bash...
so in detail...dat i was jealous...sheeshh...hehehe...
nvm...i'll try again nxt yr aite! make sure the Fiknatic Sistaz come back in FULL FORCE!!! woo hooo~~~!!

ok back to yurs truly...
i wanted to blog abt tis since the longest time...but i hesitated...
now i dun care anymore...
i hav tis feeling of resentment at the place i work at...[nvr ask me where..]
why i feel as such? mayb bcoz sumtimes i feel that diff. ppl get diff. treatment... but watever lah...every workplace is the same mah...i get it...
but there's jz one thing dat i jz hate...
right frm the start...i wanted to do dat freaking-precious 'pulse analysis'..since everyone hav been talking abt their analysis..i was kinda jealous and also curious at the same time...
the seniors hav been yakking abt it at distributors sessions...recruitment presentations... that if u r part of us...u'll get to do the analysis... or if u dun wan to be part of us...u can be our customer n u'll get to do the analysis too!
hey! did i get as such? sumtimes during recruitment wen the fren asks... if my analysis turn out right...i cant answer them...coz i dint get to do it...
there was one moment that i cant forget till now...
everyone had their chance on that ting...being a stupid girl i was...i went on askin my upline on when will i get the chance to do mine too?
n the answer i get was...
wait till i buy sumting frm the company...and i was told dat im 'expired' already...
oh ok..i was kinda shocked at the answer...but i was more determined...
i persuaded my dad...and i submitted sales...
but wen i asked again... i was being ignored...
so i guessed my performance wasnt good enough...so i jz keep quiet...
now that im inactive...i regretted not being persistant...
because of me...my 2 downlines dint get their analysis too...
oh yah...the answer that i get for askin the stupid qns? its not valid at all...
why? coz a fren's fren got her analysis...and she quitted the day after dat...
i got to know..she dint even buy anyting...hmmm...

ok...watever it is...
i did my part...will come back much ltr in life...maybe...
for those whu dint get a single thing in my entry... forget it...
its for me to know and not for yu to find out anyway...
haiz...
i've done my rantings...
now i wanna watch my Shin Goon again! haha..

..Friends are those whu stab us in the front..

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