Bravo to the Lions for winning the 1st leg of the Asean Finals..
i simply cant believe that the Thais actually walked out for 15mins during game..
wat a joke!? i tot such "attitude" only happens in tv shows...hahaha...
althou i dint watch the game live due to work...i listened to the radio hokay!
ouh well...i cant wait for Sunday's game...
luckily im working in the morning shift..so i can watch it on tv...

do u know life is contradicting?
now i'll explain why life is...
in my point of view...that is..

i love Singapore...but i hate the stressful life in it...
i love my work...but i hate the creepy journey frm the 1st traffic light to OCC...
i love meeting people in my line of work...but i hate the sickening attitude i get frm them...
i love the nature...but i hate the mosquito bites i get being in nature...
i love to watch only Singapore n Italian soccer...other than that..i hate soccer...
i love my parents...but i hate it when they r not in gd terms,im stuck in the middle...
i love my mum...but i hate the naggings n the qiteria she sets for me to find my future husband...
i love my dad...but i hate the fact that he bullies me...
i love my elder bro...but i hate that he hides his true colours frm my parents...
i love my lil bro...but i hate him for being the most irritating n annoying person i've ever known...
i love my lil sis...but i hate it when she reports everyting to my mum... -.-"
i love my besties...but i hate it when they are not there for me when i need them...
i love my kecohrable geng...but i really hate it when they are so engrossed with their own lives n own partners...they practically forgot ME! :(
i love my Fiknatic sistaz...but i hate it when sensitivity rise up...n we all dun get along....its so frustrating...
i love making new frens...but i hate doing the "introduction" again n again...its lame...
n the list goes on...trust me...
i thought of all these on my way to work...
yes..during that dreadful walk frm the traffic light to OCC...its creepy...n scary...

i dunnoe why im still loving yu after all these years...
i thought im soo over yu...but im obviously still in denial state...
after all the words yu have thrown right to my face...
i can't believe im still thinking abt yu...
i hate yu for making me fall for yu...
i hate myself for letting myself fall for yu...
i hate yu for having such a big ego...
i hate yu for leaving me alone nursing a broken heart for so long...
i hate myself for not giving any chance to any guy to help me get over yu...
i cant believe i still miss yu so...
frankly...
i believe deep in my heart...
yu are still the one i long for...
ps: ily

daym...
can my emotional state plz go away quickly??? toopid pms...
i hate it...
cz i really feel like crying now...
i hate crying over such things!!!
such a waste of my tears....
urgh...

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