hmmm...

i know i have lots to update...
but after i logged in and ready to type...

im lost...
i forgot wat to type...

erk...

one hot story amongst my family now is...

one of my favourite-st cousin [same age as me] is in a process of getting to know my elder bro....
hehehe...weee~~!!
well...
both sides of our siblings agree to the idea of...
if they are ever gonna get married anyways!
[ok...only myself for my side...as my 2 younder siblings hav no idea watsoever]
hahahaha... funny right??
my elder bro has a crush on her during our younger days...
i knew abt his crush... but he doesnt know i knew...haha...
im close to my cousin...but we seldom contact due to distance larr...
she lives in malaysia...
i hope all things goes well for both of them...
insyallah...amin...
so i'll get my cousin to be my sister-in-law!! HAHAHAHA...
how GREAT IS THAT!!!

as for myself...
my sistaz makeover is in a few hrs time...
im nervous...
and i have no freaking idea why...
hmmm...
regardless...
im very sure we'll have absolute FUN FUN and MORE FUN...
ok...now i cant wait~!
HAHAHAHHA...

recently...
i admit i've been giving attitude to some people...
its mainly bcoz i had enuff...
my patience have gone over the limit...
so dun blame me if im sacarstic or dun look u in the eye wen i talk to u...
i dint wan u to come coz i noe i cant talk to u now...
its him whu invited u along...

its not the fact that u dint come for the trip dat bothers me...

its the fact that you DID NOT INFORM me that u cant come...
the fact that u waited for me to ask...den u answered...
the fact that u didnt even have a decency to apologise...

please correct me if im wrong...

im just utterly disappointed thats all...
i really treasure our sisterhood...
if im not disappointed...means i dun give a damn abt u at all...
it shows that...
yur bf matters more than wat we used to call sisterhood...

even if our sisterhood meant nothing...
does friendship even existed all along?

i envy some of my friends whose sisterhood lasted even after school have looonngg ended...

well...
we cant always have everyting we want...

im just glad i still have my family...my bestie and my sistaz...
i guess they are enuff to keep me sane...

sistaz...
thanks for keeping me sane...
really...
i appreciate it so much...
love u babes very much! :)

i feel like watching My Girl again lar..
HAHAHAH...
or many ISWAK?
hmmmm....
too many k-dramas hav sad endings...
cannot take it sia~...

can Rain pls act wif a beautiful ending next time...?

ooohhh!! anywhooosss....
RAIN can use his Stage name for his US concert again!!!
weee~!!!
i tink they drop charges lar....
maybe they cannot take the fans' threatens...HAHAHAHAH
maybe only hor!

ok lah...
will blog abt our crazy-ness once we're done wif it...
omg..i cant wait~!!
weee...~~

but...
i havent got my clothes ready...
die~

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